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随着年龄增长，课业加重，就，没时间写了嘛。
12 Aug 2004 - Dying
There's only one feeling I can sense.
A sense of dread.
Body weakened, there is no sound.
Only the pounding of the drums,
spiraling up to the brain,
boiling the liquid into a dance.
My soul wandered restlessly,
following the path of doom.
Stomach crunching,
acid going down the slides; intestines.
I am weak, mortally wounded and soulfully too.
I need to get out, break free
I want to die...
24 Aug 2004 - Perl Poetry (Adapted from -erhm, somewhere-)
APPEAL:
study, write, study,
open book, study, read (scan, select, skip);
write it, print note while each page,
reverse book, flip page, write again;
kill headache, pop pills, chop, split, kill me.
unlink life, shift, wait & listen (listening, wait),
sort the mind (then, warn the "kin" & kill the "feelings");
kill them, dump hurt, shift responsibility,
values aside, each one;
die feelings! die to reverse the system
next step,
kill the next love, each love,
wait, redo ritual until "spirits are appeased";
do it ("as they say")
return last love; package heart;
exit crypt (time, times & "half a time") & close it,
select (quickly) & warn your next kin;
AFTERWORDS: tell nobody.
wait, wait until time;
sleep, sleep, die me,
die at last
07 May 2006 - I Lie
It's bleeding, it hurts.
There's no where to hide. I couldn't run.
Long... long day. Rest, far away.
Bullets, words of responsibilities, capabilities. Or lack thereof.
I got hit.
I am not Duo Maxwell, who runs and hide but never lies.
I do. Lie. I lie, behind the walls of facade.
I lie, in the mess of gore and blood.
I lie, behind my masks of indifference.
I cannot run, there's no where to hide.
I can only, lie.
05 Oct 2006 - Frozen
Crystallisation,
the art of freezing is.
Immortal its become,
morphing red liquid.
Deep inside the core,
A child falls asleep.
Locked in the eternal prison,
Society spoilt the key.
And so the child will lay,
Under walls of facade,
Till surrounding ice warms
Or when I become dead.
13 Oct 2006 - Broken
Tis no wonder, thou art hides ole' yonder.
Thy heart shattered, glass shards abundant.
Desensitized thy feelings, solidify thy mind.
Till death bring peace and let hurts rests,
Mind where thee steps in this wretched land.
22 Nov 2006 - Habit (比较小品的东西)
I woke up this morning, real early. Walked pass the lights, to the sink.
Poured 500CC of water into the glass and drank it all down.
Again.
This had been my routine, a religious task every morning since you "commandingly drilled" it into me.
As I was about to finish the drink, I suddenly realised that "We" had become "You and I". There is nothing left in "us" and "together". However, "You and I" will forever share a habit.
Somehow, I feel blessed.
13 Dec 2007 - Merry Christmas
I made a wish this Christmas
and hoped that you've heard.
The seasons greetings I've sent;
rather unexpectant.
I wish for a year of peacefulness;
of cherished memories.
And wish for you this holiday,
happiness galore! Be merry.
随着年龄增长，课业加重，就，没时间写了嘛。
There's only one feeling I can sense.
A sense of dread.
Body weakened, there is no sound.
Only the pounding of the drums,
spiraling up to the brain,
boiling the liquid into a dance.
My soul wandered restlessly,
following the path of doom.
Stomach crunching,
acid going down the slides; intestines.
I am weak, mortally wounded and soulfully too.
I need to get out, break free
I want to die...
24 Aug 2004 - Perl Poetry (Adapted from -erhm, somewhere-)
APPEAL:
study, write, study,
open book, study, read (scan, select, skip);
write it, print note while each page,
reverse book, flip page, write again;
kill headache, pop pills, chop, split, kill me.
unlink life, shift, wait & listen (listening, wait),
sort the mind (then, warn the "kin" & kill the "feelings");
kill them, dump hurt, shift responsibility,
values aside, each one;
die feelings! die to reverse the system
next step,
kill the next love, each love,
wait, redo ritual until "spirits are appeased";
do it ("as they say")
return last love; package heart;
exit crypt (time, times & "half a time") & close it,
select (quickly) & warn your next kin;
AFTERWORDS: tell nobody.
wait, wait until time;
sleep, sleep, die me,
die at last
07 May 2006 - I Lie
It's bleeding, it hurts.
There's no where to hide. I couldn't run.
Long... long day. Rest, far away.
Bullets, words of responsibilities, capabilities. Or lack thereof.
I got hit.
I am not Duo Maxwell, who runs and hide but never lies.
I do. Lie. I lie, behind the walls of facade.
I lie, in the mess of gore and blood.
I lie, behind my masks of indifference.
I cannot run, there's no where to hide.
I can only, lie.
05 Oct 2006 - Frozen
Crystallisation,
the art of freezing is.
Immortal its become,
morphing red liquid.
Deep inside the core,
A child falls asleep.
Locked in the eternal prison,
Society spoilt the key.
And so the child will lay,
Under walls of facade,
Till surrounding ice warms
Or when I become dead.
13 Oct 2006 - Broken
Tis no wonder, thou art hides ole' yonder.
Thy heart shattered, glass shards abundant.
Desensitized thy feelings, solidify thy mind.
Till death bring peace and let hurts rests,
Mind where thee steps in this wretched land.
22 Nov 2006 - Habit (比较小品的东西)
I woke up this morning, real early. Walked pass the lights, to the sink.
Poured 500CC of water into the glass and drank it all down.
Again.
This had been my routine, a religious task every morning since you "commandingly drilled" it into me.
As I was about to finish the drink, I suddenly realised that "We" had become "You and I". There is nothing left in "us" and "together". However, "You and I" will forever share a habit.
Somehow, I feel blessed.
13 Dec 2007 - Merry Christmas
I made a wish this Christmas
and hoped that you've heard.
The seasons greetings I've sent;
rather unexpectant.
I wish for a year of peacefulness;
of cherished memories.
And wish for you this holiday,
happiness galore! Be merry.
I like "Frozen" and "I Lie" a lot... What were you thinking when you did these works?
ReplyDeleteReally? I prefer "Broken". It is like one of the few Shakespearean thing I attempt that didn't turn out too bad. These three works were actually written pertaining to the same issue, it's just that the issue drag on and on and I got fed up and decided to vent.
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